I'm not sure how to title this.
Well, I've got a problem.
My final year project is already over, but it really hurts me every time I think of it.
I've made an illustration book. Many people who are not much involved in visual arts, and some of my friends and classmates like it,
but teachers and critiques dislike it. It's because I was very lost during the process.
My teacher once said my work looks like they are made for assignments (I've never shown him the fanart I've drawn),
so I've got totally lost.
People say that final year project is just a minor part of your life.
Yet every time when I think, I'm a grown up so I need to be an adult and be responsible for what I've done,
this grade, this outcome, I must bear it but not to blame my teacher and all other factors,
I can't bear it. If I can, I shouldn't be crying right now.
This is just an account for Sonic fanart, it's for leisure only,
but I just, I'm sorry to write something this emotional but,
I can't ignore my past mistakes or let them go or I can't improve.